Of finales and all that...
In exactly 2 weeks I stop being a working woman, and in exactly 2 months an unmarried woman. Big stuff isn’t it? Maybe not for you reading this – maybe because you’re too young to understand or too old to remember what it feels like to be winding up one monumentous chapter of your life and speeding towards another. Or maybe because you’re not a woman and can’t relate with it, or maybe because you aren’t working or you’re married or both or you just don’t have the imagination to…imagine it.
But for me this is it. It’s as big as it gets. Nothing's ever gonna be the same again, and that's not necessarily a bad thing but it's just so difficult to get used to. It's more change than i have ever had to handle.
A good time to take stock of how i'm feeling.
I feel like crying
Like not talking
Like drowning in work
Like holding time still
Like clinging on to the old and turning away from the new
Like being in the here and now – however messy it be
Like dying – at least in part
Like handcuffs
Like tentacles
Like sunset in a desert
I'm just so scared
posted by Pixychik at
9:01 PM
6 Comments:
It's natural that you're scared. And it's okay. Am sure things are gonna be great,girl :) So,smile.
haha.
conflict of human emotions.
love this stuff!
S, amen to that. And thanks... :)
Genie, ya ya go on laugh. you can, coz you've got a long way to go before you come to this bridge. so ya.. go on. :-/ (kidding - glad you liked)
Hey i know its scary..but its worth it...it will be...it was for me :):)
congrats!
2 sides to everything :)
Too bad I can't be there to witness all the preparations and stuff. Should make good entertainment ^^
or maybe i am just a guy
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